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Friday, 05 March 2010

After this i bet i lost the mystery....damn :P

This survey gets all in your business, are you ready?
well let me put it this way...what would you do if i said no?
What do you currently hear?
sweet sweet silence....
What does your last text say?
a whole lot of words otherwise known as a chain letter
Who was the last person to draw you a picture?
ummm.....my niece : )
Will tomorrow be a good day?
i'm hoping so....i just need an amazingly timed emergency to get out of the second half
You're at the doctors and they tell you you are pregnant. First reaction?
Holy shit!!
Have you ever dated your number one on myspace?
yes....that was a really bad idea
Whats the relationship between the last person you texted and you?
she's one of my best friends
Your parents are Divorced/ Married/Separated?
divorced...we hope
The last time you felt honestly broken?
within the last 2 months i guess
Does anyone hate you?
well if they don't they have a terrible way of showing it
Have you ever been out past curfew?
yup...wow was she pissed
Have you ever slept in the same bed with anyone on your top friends?
on here...nope
Anyone ever cheated on you?
not that i know of..and at the moment i think i'd be happier never knowing thank you very much
Do you get high a lot?
on sugar...or lack of sleep. drugs are a serious NO
Do you like the taste of beer?
not really....it's kinda bitter O.o
Who last texted you?
Katie
What were the last words you said to your Dad?
Bye
Does anyone know your password besides you?
i'm pretty sure no
You've taken fifteen shots of vodka, what are you doing?
best possible case not passed out or being sick...worst....getting way to friendly with everyone else
You're locked in a room with the person you last kissed, any problems?
lemme out!! lemme out!! *goes insane and starts rocking in the corner*
Are you wearing a ring?
err...1..2...3...4...5....5 rings :)
What are you sitting on right now?
the floor
What could you drink any day of the week & never get tired of?
milk lovely...call me the cat : 3
Has a guy ever let you wear his jacket?
yup, and after 2 seconds it went right back to him....i'm comfy in my own *hiss*
When did you last eat waffles?
Q.Q.......TOOOO long ago...sad panda. umm...maybe about a year ago
What color is your bra or boxers?
black bra, purple undies
Do you like your peanut butter crunchy or creamy?
both...creamy to put on apples, crunchy for sandwiches : )
Have you ever ridden a skateboard?
yes..but i was sitting on it and being pulled around....i'm too chicken shitted to stand up on one and move at the same time
Do you drink enough water on a daily basis?
probably not...but i do drink some everyday >_>
Do you always look both ways before you cross the street?
hahaha..call me a crosing guard :P..ya i do..mostly
Is your cell phone, assuming that you have one, all scratched up?
just a little...suprising compared to how many times i've dropped, thrown or kicked it
Who is the last person to cmnt you on Formspring?
no one...what the fuck is a formspring???
Think back to May, who did you like?
the pool...all nice and cold...and yes i know that's not what you meant, but the pool and i had a wonderful affair that lasted all summer
Are you a jealous person?
not particularly
Is there anything you want to say to someone right now?
probably...but i'm too tired to think of what it is
Would you hug the last person you hugged again?
yup...well it was more like a tackle...but still yes
I bet you miss someone right now, don't you?
always...but i like the alone time right now so it's ok...besides i talk to that midget every day :P
Has the last person you kissed ever made you cry?
probably..but whether a bad cry or a good cry, don't remember
Are you excited for anything?
the end of the semester..no more comm classes!!!
How are you feeling right now?
sleeeeeepppppppyyyyyyyy...anyone see a bed i can pass out in? >_> <_<
Ever been called babe?
yeah....
Did the last person you kiss have any tattoo's?
nope...but piercings yes
Have you ever given up on anyone?
yup...not a fun experience either
What was the last thing that made you laugh?
my dog getting scared of the movie and calling off the couch
Has anyone told you they don't ever want to lose you?
yup....not sure how i feel on that O.o
Have you ever seen the last person you kissed without their shirt on?
yup....
What if your best friend went out with your last ex?
i would go insane and tell her to get away from him immediately, then threaten to call the cops if he ever tried to hurt her (oh...yeeeaaahh....my ex was a very very bad person >_>)
Would it be weird if the last person you kissed called you?
yeah...she's more of a text junkie...actually i think i've only talked to her on the phone once

Tuesday, 02 March 2010

Would you ever get a tattoo? If you have one, where is it and what's the story behind it?

I just answered this Featured Question; you can answer it too!

I would actually get a tattoo. i also have one, though i plan on more when i can afford it. I have a black tribal rose on my right shoulder blade. There's no real mystical story behind it, roses are my favorite flower, black is my other favorite color and the fact that it's almost in full bloom has to do with how i look at life. there's always more to learn, you will never reached the top of it.

Thursday, 11 February 2010

This entry's actually....dun dun dun!! about relationships...i know i know over done, not much more you can say.
but think of it this way. this one isn't about how some girl wronged me or broke my heart, or made me feel horrible.....in fact this girl made me feel amazing.....and yet not in the way you think.
She's one of my best friends, she's been there when i asked and yes granted she's has some things i can't stand in her life, she still loves me for me. Now to the relationship part of this little thing. I've told her many times that i'd be with her in a heartbeat if she didn't matter so much to me. odd right? i'm head over heels terrified that when our relationship ended our friendship would be destroyed. and i'm not just pulling this out of a hat, i've dipped into a friend to SO before. i still have trouble talking to them. it's the most awkward conversations ever....and to think...they used to be the first person i'd go to when i needed someone. they helped me with past relationships and was there when i needed to tell them how much i hurt....and as soon as i tried the dating thing? i felt absolutely horrible and a half that i had no stronger feelings than those of a friend to another. that's also a bit of an arrow on the other end too. being told by someone you want to give your heart to that they love you just as a sister, or really close friend..that's a little of an ego crusher for some...not all just some. now what i don't get is y does everyone think that if they got together it would be different? people get mad at me for telling them yes i'm attracted to them, but no i won't date them because i refuse to put our friendship in jeopardy.
What are your views on friends getting together?

Wednesday, 10 February 2010

Dangerously Unique

Alrighty...honestly i don't know if this is contreversial or not...but here goes
I thought that America...no, any place in general was supposed to be an understanding and "loving" type of place. everyone i talk to..well not extremists but honestly neo natzis scare the hell out of me...anyway everyone i talk to talks about how they always judge a person by the book underneath the cover. And yeah that's supposedly the right answer. But when did it come around that persians, muslims and anyone associated with the middle east became a bad guy?? we're not all terrorists and most are pasafists. there are extremists in every culture, religion, sex, anything. I'm half persian, and until the wars started no one thought anything of it...then after people would start to watch me, call me names....say i'm a terrorist. how did that come into play...when 9/11 happened i was in elementry school..if i remember correctly i was about 9 years old. It got to the point that my father..the man so proud of his heritage and who he was told my sister to tell people she was mexican. how is it fair to blame people who barely knew what was going on for the things that happened? further more...how is it fair to kill many innocent people in the pursuit of finding one group? When did words like unique, middle eastern and different become dangerous and words like war, supreme and military become powerful?
Poem: Non Romantic love poem

you told me that i was the one
you told me that there'd always be an us
but you never got around to giving your trust
i ignored it at first, believing you'd see
i'd never betray you that it's only me
though you never told me about the past
it was i that never really asked
i'd hint at a bit, nudge you a little
but as soon as your walls rose you spoke only in riddles
i don't understand what makes it so hard
but i guess that's what sets us apart
if you believe that i'm here, that'll i'll always stay
why don't you believe i'm here for all the days
i don't give out myself, my trust, easily
but then i found you and trusting you became meanfully
in the end i asumed and waited
now i realize you just baited
so now it's done and i want to know
why your so hidden, why you won't let yourself show
your kind, sweet and amazing to boot
whatever you touch inserts a root
a root to care, a root to love and spread it everywhere
a root that makes me want to be there
your important to me, and a part of me loves you and always will
but i'm not sure if i told you that you'd understand, i'm afraid you'll go still
but here it is...i love you, like a brother to sister, like a man to his wife, like a girl to her friend
i'll love you forever and that as they say is the end